Being in a relationship is both difficult and lovely. You put everything you have into that other person and you have to hope that they’ll do the same for you. You give them your good and your bad. You give them all of your feelings and emotions. And most important of all, you give them your heart. You give that person everything you are and it can be so draining and exhausting, but the reward is so fulfilling. To hear that person say “I love you” through out the day is a feeling that compares to nothing else. It gives you that satisfaction that you’re enough and someone actually cares about you. That out of anyone in the world, they chose you. To me, it gives me a sense of purpose. To feel wanted and needed by someone is such an amazing feeling.
I’m trying to get better, for you.
Another lonely night in this stupid town in this stupid apartment.
i’m basically a clingy needy piece of shit that just wants to cuddle and to sleep and to watch stupid movies and to make out with you. oh and i also want you to play with my hair until i fall asleep